After months of trying to make it through each day, trying to leave my thoughts and feelings of sadness behind me, I am finally free. I don’t feel a thing anymore.
It started two months ago, now I seriously don’t feel anything, like there’s no emotions left inside of me. No more pain, no more sadness and the patronizing voice inside my head doesn’t seem to matter that much anymore. Everything is flat. On the downside, not feeling any emotions also means not being able to feel happy. It’s like nothing can get to me anymore, it makes me feel better.
For eight long weeks, I managed to get and keep myself going every day. I was freaking Iron Woman, I traded my aura for a cold harness.